Slowing down

I am again giving up on a business idea. It is just too much. I simply cannot sustain life right now and do this business that I am trying to build. It is just so much work and every time I think about it I get so overwhelmed that I start to get a nervous tick. Butterflies build up in my stomach (not the good kind) and my mind goes into some kind of overdrive.

There is just so much for me to learn and I have so many other responsibilities (laundry, dishes, vacuuming, quality time with family) that won't get done if I pursue this business. I don't want to be one of those moms that is always thinking about all the things she could be doing when she is spending time with her kids, or worse, sticking them in front of the TV so that she can work.

At the same time, it saddens me to think that I am giving up on it. I really think I could make money on it. I'm not giving up completely, just postponing it. I am going to build a website with all the content that I would like to have on it, then use it for a bit, then see where I end up. 

Still, I could have a link for purchasing...just in case...maybe so. I will do a few sketches and see. 

I feel a little aimless right now.